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Sitting alone in a dull, square room,
Wondering why I’m here.
All is quiet, bare and plain.
There is no noise to hear.

The walls are made of layered brick
And painted drab and grey.
There’s no decor or furniture.
The colors have gone away.

I see a window and a door
Set in opposite walls.
Through the window is nature’s realm,
And through the door, man’s halls.

Through the window I can see
The world is all but gone.
The trees and ground are featureless
Life has left, went on.

The plants are dead, the land is flat
No light dares touch the land.
All the trees are straight, but death
Has already waved its hand.

The coulds aren’t moving, the winds aren’t blowing,
The ground gives forth no life.
Silence rules with an iron fist,
And cuts the air like a knife.

Outside the door of stuctured steel
Are shapes that men have made.
The perfect joints and planes and lines
Have no variety.

The floor, and ceiling, and both the walls
Are all exaclty the same.
There’s nothing out of the ususal.
All that is, is plain.

Inside the room I sit and wait
For what I do not know.
My curiosity died and my mind stopped working
At a point some time ago.

All I’m doing is sitting and staring
And I doubt that I have aged,
For I’m not so sure that time has passed.
Oh, will things ever change?

A clock ticks… tocks… ticks…
A goldfish swims in its bowl, around… around… around…
A slug creeps… creeps… creeps…
I am bored… bored… bored…

elow peepz!! haha! tgal naren n0h?? haha! alam ny0 ba?!? ang sad Q kac umalis na un m0m Q …PeWo after nmin xa ihatid sa airp0rt ngpunt kame sa SM MALL OF ASIA!!! hehe… aT napg alaman Qng ang SM MALL 0F ASIA pla ang pinaka malaking sm sa bu0ng asia!! astig noh?? haha!!.. Anlaki as in!! 3 hrs. kaming nandun olmost half lng ung nalib0t nmin… well ung ibang st0res cl0se pa kac sa august pa xa mag 0open… tp0s alam ni0 ba?! ang mahal ng cne!! pew0 maganda ren ung ice skating rink!! hehe… tp0s mai part dun na kita m0 ung manila bay!! tas mai tumutugt0g dun sa baba sa mai stage.. reggea nga un eh! mga rasta!! haha… Tp0s lumabas kame.. sa baba andaming st0res and mai mga tumutugt0g dn ng vi0line and kung anu-an0ng instruments… hehe…  tas after nun umalis na kame c0z we taught that nalib0t na namin lhat!! un pla ende pah!! anlaki pla as in xuper laki!! aun.. ang saia2 nga eh.. aT nkalimutan nmin khit papan0 ung lungk0t… hehe… basta! subukan ni0 ring pumunta dun! and am xure ull enj0i it!! i swear!! x0 aun lng.. bye!!

My Youth camp was very fun! I really enjoyed it! It was better than I’ve expected. I spent my 3 days there. The venue was Bagumbong High School in Caloocan City… On my first day there, I’ve arrived at Bagumbong High School 5pm. yeah before I forgot my chapter was North A-5B.  I really thought that it will be just our chapter’s camp, But It wasn’t… it was a combined camp of b0th NA5B and NA5D! But it’s ok! On the first day, I’ve just make friends. When I first arrived at our quarters, it was really boring… and then I met Dhan! He is 17 years old. He was just forced to join YFC. He was asked to join 3 years ago, but he thought that the camp w0uld be boring s0 he didn’t j0in yfc f0r the mean time… but when he decided at last t0 j0in yfc he pr0ved himself that it wasn’t really b0ring and he really enjoyed it! And I also met Joana, Trisha and Liezl… they were my close friends there! Then I’ve listened to the 1st talk. The topic was "God’s love and his plans for us".  When we’re ab0ut to sleep, it was "pahirapan" because peepz in NA5D was so naughty. Dhan and I were just laughing at them because they were so noisy.  Even the couple coordinator of the chapter d came just to tell us to sleep. Then tita c0ra said “Yung aiaw matulog pauuwiin Q nlng!" something like that! Then kuya Jaycee entered our quarters and sited in the middle. Then kuya Jaycee told ehrong that "inaantok kaba? kung d ka maka.tulog lumabas ka nlng". Then they went out. After that, I slept. On the second day, I didn’t take a bath. Because we ran out of water! Then I’ve just changed my clothes and I’ve just washed my face and my hair. Then we had the teaching of songs, my c0-participants was really curious because when the music min were teaching the songs, I already knew it! And it is because I’m an ex-kid for Christ member! And we had a cd of the songs so I’ve already known the songs. Then we had the second talk. The topic was "who is Jesus Christ for us???" it is not boring. Then it was already followed by the 3rd talk! Without even taking a break! So my legs cramp and it is really painful. Then we were given a paper. There were 3 pcs of papers. The first paper was for letter for God. Then the second was for the letter for our parents. Then the third was for our sins and a prayer for those who hurt us and to those whom we had hurt. Then we had our siesta from 12 nn up to 5 pm. we had our lunch, our confession and the 1on1 talks. After we ate, we started writing on the paper. Then I went down to confess. I thought that kuya dodong was the one wh0 will have me f0r our 1on1 talk, but it was kuya john. Then after my confession kuya john said that "Dpat nag 1on1 muna tau bago ka nag confess kac baka maka gawa ka nanaman ng bagong kasalanan." I just laughed at him. Then joana put a straw in kuya john’s hands. Then I helped him so that the straw in his hands will be removed! Then He said "Sorry ha! First time ko lng kaxe eh!" Then we start talking with each other. Then He gave me a chance to chose 1 gift of the holy spirit. Then I chose Wisdom. And I think that it really helped me! Because I can n0w chose between right and wrong. After that we closed our conversation with a prayer! And I lead the prayer! I just said thank you to god! Then we gathered at the session hall for the 4th talk. And it was also our baptismal to become a YFC member. After that we had our 1st worship! And it was so amazing! After that we went down on the covered court for the bone fire. Then we burned the paper wherein we wr0te our sins. Then we slept. On the 3rd day, I woke up early so that I will be the first person to take a bath, so that i will not ran out of water again. Then I went up. Then I to0k a nap on the chair with kuya dhan while waiting for the fo0d. Then we ate, after eating we went to the church! We rode on a jeep so that we can go to Sto.Niño Church. I was so curious because the mass was "taglish". And then after going to the church, we gathered again at the session hall for the talk 5. It was kuya Sep’s talk. He was a former yfc member. After the talk 5, we had a group sharing. After eating lunch, we gathered again at the session hall to have our last worship. And after that, there were giving of awards. And I had 1. It was chapter B most refined! haha! But I think that was not really for me because kuya dhan really deserves that award. Then after that! The camp ended and all the participants except me, kuya dhan and Ghene left the scho0l. Then Teptep and I played at the ring of the basketball!! haha! We went up there! haha! And it was really fun! Then after that, we first had s0me b0nding m0ments with the service team… then f0rmally kuya jaycee said all his insights t0 the service team and said go0d bye… and then we also left the scho0l. Until today, I still had hang over with the worships and the camp. I am very thankful to Lord God because He gave me the opportunity to enter the camp and become a YFC member! And I will also miss the people who became my friends.  "SOLO DIOS BASTA!!"

haaai naku! mamimiss Q lahat ng bagay na nangyari sakin sa aking grade skul lyf… grabeh! nag tatanggal na kami ng mga decorations namin sa clasrum nmin! puro practices nLng! so many things happened in past 6 yirs in mah lyf… bata plng aQ nun! pandak Q pa nga eh!! but look at me now! alam Q marami pa aQng pagdadaanang karanasan sa aking buhai… pero! ang saia saia Q dahil natapos Q ang unang antas ng education…. ang grade skul education! at ngaun! ang aking susunod na pupuntahan! ang high skul lyf! yes nmn! high na ang dating Q!! hehe! =P well but i will never forget lahat ng mga techers Q na tumulong sakin cmula grade 1 hanggang ngaun! cguro masasabe ng iba, ang baba nmn ng kaligayan n2ng taong 2!! o cge na! sabihin nyo na gusto nyong sabihin! pero d aQ afected! dahil inaamin Q masaia aQ dahil gagraduate aQ! eh ung iba nga eh! d cla nakapagtapos ng elementary! hehe! basta ang saia saia Q! at mamimiss Q ang skul Q!! d best skul that i had entered!! Saint Mary’s College Quezon City!! hehe! kaia kung aQ sa inyo! d2 nlng kau mag eenroll! aQ?? d na pde eh! kac sa America na aQ mag aaral eh! pero ok lng! atleast dbuh? naka tapos na aQ ng elemtary! high skul at college nlng!! 8 yirs nlng dbuh? magiging sucessful na aQng tao!! yipee!! kaia sa mga gagradweyt dyan!! mag saia na kau!! dahil nakapag tapos na kau!! hehe!! =p!! happy graduation dei ulit sa mga graduates dyan!!!

Ei!!! lam nyo bah??!!?? ang saya saya ng feild trip nmin! kahit na d2 lang kmi sa metro manila…. jologs pera masaya!!! hinawakan nmin ung mga caterpillars!!!

pinag tripan pa nga nmin ung klasmeyt nmin eh!! dinikit nmin ung mga caterpillars sa kanya!!! as in sa buong katawan!!! nakita nkin ung world’d biggest shoes!! alam ko pa nga ung size ng paa ni Imelda Marcos eh!! 81/2!!!

Tpos ung sa science centrum ang saya dun sa isang na3pan nming mag kakaklase!!!!eh kac sabi ko pasubok ha!! tpos sbi nila!!"gaganti kami!!!" aun!! inikot ikot nila grbeh para pa nga akong mahuhulog eh!!! basta ang saya saya!!!! muntik na nga akong masuka eh!!! basta masaya un na ung pinakamasayang field trip na aking naranasan!!!

grabeh!!! ang saya saya ng CFC 24th aniversary!!!! ang saya ng praise fest!!! grabeh pag nandun kau! cgurado ma eenjoy nyo!! ang saya tlga!!! may T-shirt pa ako!!!!! ang saya saya tlga grabeh!! tpos ung mga kanta ang enjoy!!!!! o cge!!! babhush!!!!!!!!!!